Luka Lama yang Kembali Berdarah

Luka lama yang kembali berdarah? Iya. Luka lama. Sadarkah kamu, kamu yang menyebabkan luka itu? Luka yang mengiris hati ini, luka yang dalam dan perih, luka yang sekarang sudah mengering tetapi kembali berdarah karenamu. Kamu. Lagi-lagi kamu, mengapa selalu kamu? Taukah kamu dalam setiap lamunanku aku memikirkanmu. Bermain dengan bayangmu yang terlihat nyata dan jelas dalam anganku. Setiap aku melamun bermain dengan pikiranku sendiri, diombang-ambingkan oleh ombak kenangan yang menggulungku dalam buaiannya, menatap kosong dan menerawang, menerawang dimanakah keberadaanmu sekarang? Dimanakah kamu yang selalu ada untukku dulu? Dimanakah kamu yang senantiasa menemaniku kala itu? Sampai kapan aku harus bertanya kepada hatiku sendiri? Sedangkan pertanyaan itu tak pernah ada jawabnya. Aku lelah menunggumu dengan semua ketidak pastian ini. Aku lelah hanya bermain dengan anganku yang menggambarkan sosokmu. Aku lelah harus selalu menghadirkanmu dalam bentuk imajiner. Sementara nyatanya batinku sudah menginginkan sosok nyatamu berada di sisiku, bukan hanya bayangan imajiner yang selama ini menemaniku. Kapan kamu akan menyembuhkan luka hati ini? Luka yang kau buat sendiri. Aku tak sanggup untuk melupakan semua kenangan manis kita, kenangan. Aku lelah harus selalu menjadi seperti orang linlung tiap tersadar dari lamunanku tentangmu. Bahkan aku sampai hampir tak menyadari banyak orang yang selama ini memperhatikanku dan aku tidak memperdulikannya. Kapan kamu mengerti? Kapan kamu kembali?

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This sooooooooooo cool♥

Skyscraper - Demi Lovato (Lirycs)

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching teardrops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending, like we never had a chance.
Do you have to make me feel like, there's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears
I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed
All my windows, still are broken, but I'm standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper

Go run run run I'm gonna stay right here
Watch you disappear yeah
Go run run run yeah it's a long way down
But I'm closer to the clouds up here

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Ohh
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper, like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

Balloons♥

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Don't You Remember - Adele (Lyrics)

When will I see you again?You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,No final kiss to seal any seams,I had no idea of the state we were in,
I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?Don't you remember?The reason you loved me before,Baby, please remember me once more,
When was the last time you thought of me?Or have you completely erased me from your memory?I often think about where I went wrong,The more I do, the less I know,
But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,
But don't you remember?Don't you remember?The reason you loved me before,Baby, please remember me once more,
Gave you the space so you could breathe,I kept my distance so you would be free,And hope that you find the missing piece,To bring you back to me,
Why don't you remember?Don't you remember?The reason you loved me before,Baby, please remember me once more,
When will I see you again?

Problem?

Bete. Iya bete. Kenapa? Ya bete aja sama temen2 palsu gue. Temen palsu? Iya gue punya banyak temen palsu. Banyak banget malah, dan gue gatau kenapa bisa gitu ada yang suka nikung lah, ada yang gatelnya maksimal lah, macem-macem pokoknya gua sendiri juga bingung kok kenapa. Hidup gua kayaknya makin gabener aja. Ya dari adek gua sampe adek angkat gue semuanya ngebetein. HAHA emang gua pikirin? Kagak sih ya Cuma kadang bete aja, bete banget malah,  hidup hidup gua ini kok ya, kenapa lu pada ribet? Auk ah gue capek. Tapi yaa, emang gua pikirin:p

YOLO SO LWWY!!

Wide Awake - Katy Perry (Lyrics)

I'm wide awake (x3) 
Yeah, I was in the dark 
I was falling hard 
With an open heart 
I'm wide awake 
How did I read the stars so wrong 

I'm wide awake 
And now it's clear to me 
That everything you see 
Ain't always what it seems 
I'm wide awake 
Yeah, I was dreaming for so long 

(Pre-Chorus) 
I wish I knew then 
What I know now 
Wouldn't dive in 
Wouldn't bow down 
Gravity hurts 
You made it so sweet 
Till I woke up on 
On the concrete 

(Chorus) 
Falling from cloud nine 
Crashing from the high 
I'm letting go tonight 
(Yeah I'm) Falling from cloud 9 

I'm wide awake 
Not losing any sleep 
I picked up every piece 
And landed on my feet 
I'm wide awake 
Need nothing to complete myself - nooohooo 

I'm wide awake 
Yeah, I am born again 
Outta the lion's den 
I don't have to pretend 
And it's too late 
The story's over now, the end 

(Pre-Chorus) 
I wish I knew then 
What I know now 
Wouldn't dive in 
Wouldn't bow down 
Gravity hurts 
You made it so sweet 
Till I woke up on 
On the concrete 

(Chorus) 
Falling from cloud nine 
Crashing from the high 
I'm letting go tonight 
I'm Falling from cloud 9 

Thunder rumbling 
Castles crumbling 
I am trying to hold on 
God knows that I tried 
Seeing the bright side 
I'm not blind anymore 

(Chorus) 
Falling from cloud nine 
Crashing from the high 
(Ya' know) I'm letting go tonight 
I'm falling from cloud 9